Clear the mind, focus

Happy new year guys.. well, 2011 had gone and it's now 2012
Feel nothing change cuz currently i'm having my finals now.
i know i shouldn't have online here but facing my notes and bla bla
I don't know why, but i just can't focus.. Lots of stuff are flying in my mind.
I JUST CAN'T BE FOCUS
Gonna have my macro test tomorrow but i haven start studying any of it ! WTF

Mad November

My life is just like sitting in a roller coaster nowadays. Assignments and test are killing me softly. One by one following each other closely. Sometimes i really feel like giving up because sometimes the result doesn't reach my expectation. It's really tough this sem. I have to put more effort in it else i will die in the final. Nothing much to update actually. Wish u guys all the best in the coming mid term =)

it's time to pay attention

I guess it's time for me to pay back attention on my studies. Mid term is coming and soon the final comes next. I admit that i didn't put much attention as for my semester one. This make me feel guilty to my parents and those that are putting hope on me. I knew i shouldn't have disappoint them in the end. I will try my best. I promise i will try not to skip anymore class in the semester. I will attend every single lecture even though it's raining, thundering or whatsoever. I would not give myself any excuse for skipping classes. *i wish i will do it*
Having lots of fun this sem. You guys really cheers up my sem 2 in kampar. xoxo

Moments with the qing san

A wonderful week of mine had just past. Had visited my friend's hometown- behrang and tanjung malim

那里的地方很小很小 但是却是很有人情味的小地方

I spent my first night in meizhi's house (behrang) 

She was born in a very big family,her house fit it super lotsa people in it ! WOAH ~

We went to ampang lookout point on the second night.

The only picture of five of us ♥

Model : wai seen ♥

The next day we went to genting ♥ the gek dongness lead us siao to the max..

Third day gek dong again. went rawang just for a lunch x) had our sing k session too in a not-so-nice karaoke 

Gambling session and beer session in meizhi's house in the night ♥

It's really fun to spend time with them .. very very very qing san !! Looking forward for our jogoya session ♥

i don't understand human's thinking

It's was like not even one week, they changed like nobody's business .
What the heck have i done ?! LMAO
Please be mature abit can ?we are now in COLLEGE,no longer primary or even kindergarden okay ?
Please GROW UP

A confession changed everything

Thanks for telling me the truth, i'm waiting for you to say it too.
I accept it, and sorry that i had disappoint you. I promise you i won't do it again.
I can't stand it when i see you just now,i feel like giving you a hug .
Stay strong dear, i'll always be there for you. I hope you can share some with me, i'll always be there for you.
you are my best friend i will not repeat what you don't like okay. I hope in the future you can tell out everything,every feeling. i'll accept it. I hope there is no secret between us .

Troublesome

I can't stand you anymore....

A challenging month of JUNE

June is really a challenging month for me. I'll have my test on every week, tons of assignment and coursework is slowly coming ONE-BY-ONE. Of course ,PRESENTATION is coming so SOON too. I am kinda excited on it . (x
All the best to my DAC 3

My lifestyle changed

I have been insomnia since the first day i enter to this college.Is this kind of homesick ?I am wondering.
The lifestyle here is totally different compare with my KL's life. Here is some reasons to support my statement.
Firstly, although there is so much freedom here but i have no place to go.I miss KL at least i can sneak out sometimes.
Secondly, i'm kinda lonely here because my friends and family are all in KL. I miss you guys alot.
Thirdly, the way of living here,the peoples here are behave differently from KL too.
Next, it's kinda weird when you heard that I AM DOING HOMEWORK. No doubt, i am always. This is the reason why i had choosen here to proceed my studies. I really hope i can continue and would not give up through the half way. I do not want to disappoint THEM AGAIN.
Last but not least, my class is from monday to thursday. On my schooling day i will be very tired in the morning but on friday until sunday i can actually wake up automatically on 8.00am sharp !
I am going back home this week. I am looking forward to meet everyone . (x

The third week

Three weeks had past.. thanks god i am still alive in kampar ..
The life here is really boring.. I'm glad to say that i had changed my lifestyle although it's kinda suffering on weekends..
i will automatically wake up at 8.00am every morning ..This is some kind of suffer when i wakes on friday to sunday.. (i've got no class in this three days)
As usual, my housemates will back to their hometown on saturday because their class is on tuesday to saturday only ..
Just knew a girl name Racheal in DAC3..she is quite nice..
We had our first dinner in 28 cottage restaurant..She is the first friend who fetch me by motorcycle ..
it's kinda scary...the motor keep on shaking ...hahaha ..but she keep on saying it's okay it's okay ..
i'm looking forward for our ice session for the coming tuesday (x

I'm so in love with khalil fong !!!! His song always calm me down...
Think of khalil fong i think of YOU ..cant forget the voice that i used to hear before ..i really miss you badly ..

Dissapointment

What are my feeling now ? disappointed ? angry ? pissed ? sad ?
i don't know ..
Things goes like this..
The fridge in my apartment was spoiled last week and i need to take out all the stuff from it so that the uncle can take the fridge off.
In the same time emily is with me in the house,we saw there is alot of food that is spoiled and even got lots of mildew on it d..
For a normal person we will surely throw it right ?Because it can't be eat anymore..
So,i suggest we try to clear for them.
so today one of the housemate came back and i was having yumcha with my G14 .
E suddenly text me : 'hey,do you touch their things?They are so angry now ..'
When i got this message i was like ..'Err..do i?i don't'
I called her back and ask..then she told me everything.
I forget to close the fan i admit,cuz i am in rush that time and i totally forgotten .
They angry cuz i throw their stuff away without telling them.
1st,i dont have their contact that time.
2nd,i thought E will inform them cuz i don't know them at all.
When i reached home i saw those post that she post on it i really feel speechless .
I never thought they will give me this kind of respond.
I am just helping them but in the end they are so angry.
Besides,actually i wanna bring all my kitchen stuff here but according to another housemate they can share those kitchen tools with me so ask me not to bring..cuz no more place to put d.
So i used to cook my porridge today,and they said i used their stuff without asking permission.
I'm totally disappointed on everything,i was hoping that we can stay happily cuz this is the first time i stay outside with new housemate.
For the next 2 yrs here,i will try not to help d for the sake of misunderstanding.
It's kind of HURT .

The Next Day

Went out with a gang of new friends today ,it's from G11.
Although there is not much interaction between us but it's still nice.At least they dont speak in cantonese x)
Meet a new friend named yu ting,she is taking the same course as me.But we are not in the same class .
I'm now alone in home again, emily had shifted out and the housemates will move in tomorrow i guess.

TheNextDay will be a new chapter for my life ,school starts ..

A weird feeling

我，在想什么？
到底怎么了？我自己也不清楚
很无奈。。
真的希望时间一眨眼就过了。。
很像麻木自己。。把所有的一切都忘了
世界是多么的可怕。。尤其是人类
我想变回从前的我，乐观及有自信的自己。。
在这里，真的好孤单。。
希望开学后，一切都会改变。。

OW ended

The orientation week is over.Although it's kinda unsatisfy with something but it's useless to carry on because everything had end.
I miss klang alot.. I'm missing everyone and everythings there...
Although life here is tough, i still need to bare with it because it is my decision. I choose it, I need to do it .There must be no regret.
It's not like last time anymore.
I need to walk a 20min distance to school everyday go and back no matter it's sunny day,windy day,hot afternoon or even rainy day.
I need to do things bare with the weather here.
As you know, i don't really know cantonese. This is also one of the problem that i'm facing here.Most of the humans here speaks cantonese as their first language. It's hard for me to communicate with them, or i can say it's hard to mix myself into their conversation.
For your information, there is no any entertainment in kampar.What can we do here is snooker,cybercafe and fishing.The life here is bored enough to live.
I need to be discipline enough to force myself up every morning because there will be no one to shout me up anymore.
Besides,i need to do everything alone,independent . Don't rely on others when we do anything.
Next week will be my first week of class. Hope it will be nice and not that boring as usual.
Here's my timetable.

Mostly 9am in the morning. Congrates to myself then.

This is very nice ~! And i'm lovin it

The five of us

Once again ,we meet again !I dont remember when is our last last meet ...(too long d)

 

The three love ❤

 The wife and I ❤

 The banana 

The yoyo 

The four girls ❤

Have a nice and wonderful day with them ..love u guys so much ..xoxo